That’s the number of jobs I have sent in inquiries and applications for since March.
Maybe not a terribly significant number, but of those thirteen, I have interviewed for three and things looked somewhat promising.
Only for me to be let down three times and have to start over from scratch again.
Now, I’m not one to have any desire to do a job I am not a good fit for, however at this point I just need to make money and have something to do this summer.
You start to wonder what is wrong with you, you know?
I’m in a summer of transition between schools on top of that, so perhaps ‘a little lost’ is a good way to describe where I’m at.
But after spending a week or so moping around feeling sorry for myself, not changing out of my pajamas some days, crying more than I care to admit and quite frankly being ridiculously dramatic, I have pulled myself together.
And decided this:
In every season of life there is a purpose and in every transition there is something to be discovered. In some it is a little more obvious – the season of singleness is a perfect time to not be distracted from your walk with the Lord by a relationship or to focus on self care and improvement, the college years are a time of discovering who you are and what your career and life might look like. But our lives are constantly changing, as are we.
There are times, seasons, where hard work and putting up a good fight while allowing God on your side, is required.
And there are other seasons where He has you where you are for great purpose.
Flourish there, where you have been so beautifully placed. Grow there, where you are carefully tended by the Master. Where you are is no mistake.
So, to the best of your ability, enjoy the season or transition you find yourself in right now, for soon it will change once again as another lesson to be learned comes to light.